This Voice

There have been many days where I didn't have the right words to say, but I had the words in my mind to write. 

I have always had words to readily vindicate,to be opinionated and to think about the opposing side. 

I write not for the sound or the look of my formation of words, but the voice that should be able to be heard.Where it is mine that God Created!

Even hearing the other truth that may be wrong, but you may wonder and ask like i would "how can the truth be wrong?"

 I don’t know but to me it may be at the point where you have to listen!

 Listen to someone or something even if it doesn't sit very well with you.
 Even when it pains your ears, much less your mind to continue hearing such things that sound so fatuous!

O how God loves me so!
 I shouldn’t get jealous of when others have a love.
A love that they may think is greater, but to know if I never had a true love, if I never get married, if I never have a child, if I never get to tell my family I love them and mean it I felt Gods love.
 I have seen his love I have heard “HIS TRUTH” in  John 14:6 Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.

You know and I know that faith comes and it goes
When its cold outside
 there is a peace when your voice is heard
 it feels right
 when you know you are right!
There is no more false talk! no more anger! no more shyness, but a boldness an arch back, a race that was started and finished
But most of all  a peace
A peace  in the middle of  contention. 
WE all have searched near and far and holding firm
 every heart does ache but  to make sure it can tell the truth.
 Our Voices DO have to keep quiet at times
At times to hear the other voices to learn, to even grow from but we still have to discern like THE WORD  SAID in 1 John 4:1 Dear friends, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world.

The Awakening v 0.5

I Am a "Truth that Smiles" thats wants to will be a mover and a Shaker My brown SKin will not stop me but motivate me. The aches n pains i get from lack of words spoken to me or the the ones that cut beneath,The sound or religion to pick a side in my mind the fear of what some tend to love but my heart that wants a love that paints a Picasso everywhere on a palet made not only for oil pastels but oil and acrylic. The religion, the people, the family, the loves in my life the Truth that is JEsus so hard to immitate the Christ& HIs WOrds that nurses me back to health. The complicated Melody that makes me always ready to LOVE never hiding from it but the pain that constantly seeks me. I try to break free and bargain my Freedom. The friends that even prayed with me the family that feeds me & take a lot of Agape . Maybe the maturity is not openly recieved.But i dont complain to Love I Thank GOd the father The Holy SPirit Jesus the SOn FOr the TRUE ART OF LOVE THAT MAKES TRUTH SMILES TO MOVE &SHAKE MY BROWN SKIN!"